I AM Worthy!

A statement such as the title of this post was never in my language at a time. In the past, I believed that I didn't deserve anything better. I believed that I was selfish for wanting more or something else than what I already had. Now, the more I'm grateful for what I have, MORE shows up! I believe we all deserve what we want, and if we want more, so be it!

I was inspired to write this post from a blog I follow called The Daily Love. The author/owner talks about how if we believe we aren't worthy or deserving of better things for our life (in relationships, health, career, etc.) , it can prevent us from moving forward toward how we want to be and live. It's all about owning your power, but most importantly, REMEMBERING that we have our own power. The power to choose and love whoever and whatever you want to do with your life. The power to CHANGE anything in the moment.

I am experiencing growth in my healing business. I asked for it, and the best part is that I'm receiving it and enjoying it. I catch the chatter when it says, "you don't deserve it" or "I'm not strong enough, so I can't handle it". When I hear that in the background, I know it's those old patterns and ways of being. I know that it's not ME. It's old stories that I picked up or learned over the years. I know of many times when I tried something new because I wanted to do it, and did it. When there are stumbles along the way, I know, now, to keep going. How are we going to know , if we don't try? Who cares what others think! Isn't it about what you/I/we want?

These are the experiences that feed our mind, body and spirit. They shakes us up, to wake us up! Aaahh, now that's refreshing!

What do you do to shake up your life?

If any of this (even a little bit) resonates with you, I invite to read more of the post on The Daily Love here.

it's just how i feel...

sometimes we just don't feel good.  i'm always moving towards joy in my life, but right now i'm not so joyful, especially in my life-goal area.  even though, i celebrated starting my massage license process, i still feel overwhelmed.  overwhelmed that i'm not going to get all the necessary paperwork done. overwhelmed i'm not going to completely complete my massage program; however, i've already begun that.  i made myself a list of items to work on tonight towards my massage program.  so why can't i feel good about that? there's always that wanting-more-feeling with things in my life.  i know they will come and these are the baby steps i'm taking.  i sometimes feel jealous and envy of others who are already there or are further along than I am.  i feel stuck.  i'm still working in a office job environment that has nothing to do with what i want to do.  it's for the money. i know. to pay the bills. so how am i gonna do that when i'm actually doing my dreams? it's just how i feel right now. and it's okay.

More and more....

It's what I want.  abundance in all that i am passionate about, love and share.  i have so much already, but there's always more, more, MORE! so how do i meditate on this? i want to spend time each day or night creating this abundance. i will do it through yoga, visualization, meditation, and community by sharing it with others in my life.  keep it alive. fresh. vibrant. free.  i have so much to offer others it's going to burst with fruit flavor (yep, i just had a thought about juicy fruit gum)! sometimes my body wants to act right now in the moment. but it's not always possible so i need to come back to the earth and stay grounded in the present.  it's okay because i will do it. just do it! and receive more and more and more.