I can't believe just in the past 3 months, 3 weeks, 3 days what's unfolded. I have to thank and bow to my supportive and loving community for their positive vibes, but also to the Universe. Although, there are times when I want to tell it, "Fuck You!", I still end up thanking it.
Why is it when we ask for things and/or certain people or relationships, that when it actually is presented, we may want to run the other way? "Be careful what you ask for" is a saying I've heard ALL my life and I used to connect it ONLY to the negative things that happened to me. But actually they weren't really negative, they just felt unpleasant at the time. When I look back, I can still say how unpleasant it was, but also ask, what did I learn from it?
As I have been asking for certain things throughout the past three months, it's been a trip to find myself awe-struck, amazed, and, even, aggravated. I say, aggravated, because it's the stirring of the pot that causes that feeling. But when I'm present and just feel it, I realize that this is EXACTLY what I've been asking for and it's been given to me, so why not just play? Why not go for the "ride"?
Now, I can ask, do I want this?
What I've been enjoying about this experience is the power of CHOICE.
I've been playing with choice in a way I never have.
I feel the freedom of saying "yes" or "no" in such a powerful way that once the choice has been made, I can move on.
I feel happy and peaceful with it.
I'm not attached.....
2 comments:
This is a really interesting post Liz~ I feel the same way you do; we constantly chase after certain things and when they are placed in front of us; we panic and have no idea what to do with them... So glad you have Surrendered to just receiving and "playing" along with what is being given from the universe... Cheers to that wonderful un-attachment!
Thanks for your response, Riquermy! It's been quite a journey for me to get to this point ;-)
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