Return

There's a feeling of discombopulation when i return to san francisco from the east coast-home. i still consider it home because that's where i was brought up and all my family is still there. i definitely ran around, visiting people a lot. but there's always disappointment when i didn't see people i wanted to see. i mean i tried. i knew and was prepared that i only had a week to squeeze everyone in!

i know there will be another visit, but perhaps it's going to be more permanent. my husband and i have decided that we're going to move back to the east coast. we're giving ourselves another full year on the west coast to pay off some debt and go see some places we neglected to see in the past 6 years. it was really nice being home for the holidays and in general. having family and friends close whether it's a 5 minute drive or a 5 hour drive, it's pretty cool. i now have a lot of things to complete before this happens and i want them believe me. i must pace myself with that and know that i'm good and i'll do my best to complete them. i want to give myself space and time to complete these things until i return to the east coast. what a way to end the year.....