I know if I'm patient, it will come. I know if I get frustrated about it, it's okay. I know if I continue to imagine it, it will show up. I know it's about trusting. Trust is my theme for the week. To trust myself is important. If I can't trust myself, who or what can I trust? I feel patience and trust go hand in hand in certain situations. For instance, if I trust in myself that I will receive money to leverage my debt, I will be patient. Yes, I felt myself wanting to get frustrated and upset and say, "how the hell am I going to make it 'til my next paycheck?" But things happen for a reason and I need to trust that and the way it is. I'm grateful for my yoga practice in the middle of all this because I, honestly, don't know where I would be right now. I'm also grateful for my breath, continuing to take deep, belly breaths when I think about it. Staying present and in my body.
I know I could find fun ways to leverage my debt and upcoming bills; or I could just go to the dark side and dwell and beat myself up. But I really don't want to go there. I want to strive for joy, ease and acceptance in all things, even in the not so good times. It's a hard practice, but it's how you learn.
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Don't go to the dark side. You learn and lift by light. And it is a hard journey, but it's also one full of insight and soul searching. Best of luck to you my friend.
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