Now that the melancholy is over, I'm just pure angry. It's all good. I've accepted it. I'm fine with being angry. To be angry is to be human. We get angry sometimes. We get sad sometimes.
For the past 5 days, it's been sad -> confused -> sad -> happy -> sad -> angry.
So what's next? God, I hope it's peace and joy. I want to create more peace, joy, and ease now. I want to brush off the anger like lint on my shirt. I want it to be as easy like a flick of a finger. But ya know what? It's not.
Deal with it.